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    <title>siulam's Journals on Buzznet</title>
    <description><![CDATA[Hello My Name is Siulam, but call me Siu if you wanna have a new friend.&lt;br&gt;I'm Mexican and I don't eat tacos everyday, okay? haha.&lt;br&gt;More?....&lt;br&gt; I'm just a simple kid who loves this stuff...&lt;br&gt; in love with arts &lt;br&gt; in love with vampires, aliens and all the supernatural stuff. I know,I can't rule the world but I'm trying XD, I'm a good friend, I care about people, I'll always be there for you n_________n]]></description>
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	      <title><![CDATA[HEY!]]></title>
	      <link>http://siulam.buzznet.com/user/journal/4355461/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[<p><strong><span style="font-size: xx-large;">I'M NOT USING BUZZNET ANYMORE!</span></strong></p>
<p><span style="font-size: large;">wanna add me on myspace?</span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: large;">click </span><a href="http://www.myspace.com/siupunx"><span style="font-size: large;">here!</span></a></p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: #cc99ff;">Siulam :)</span></span></p>]]></description>
		  		  <category>Buzznet</category>
	      <dc:creator>siulam</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2009-07-22T02:33:00Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[A Musician's Life]]></title>
	      <link>http://siulam.buzznet.com/user/journal/4345161/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[<p>Have you heard the solo from a beautiful guitar?</p>
<p>I have.</p>
<p>If you have had too, raise your hand and smile.</p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p>I can describe a musician's life as I've seen it just in one word: <strong>Riot !</strong></p>
<p>Think about it, isn't one of the best things ever playing an instrument? or two, three, four... maybe more!</p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p>Musicians give us more than great music, they also are the best models for our favorite pictures.</p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p style="text-align: right;"><em>Siulam</em> :)</p>]]></description>
		  		  <category>Buzznet</category>
	      <dc:creator>siulam</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2009-07-19T11:49:00Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[How does it feels...]]></title>
	      <link>http://siulam.buzznet.com/user/journal/4281401/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[<p style="text-align: justify;">How does it feels when somebody try on writing you something? :)</p>
<p>My answers is:</p>
<p style="padding-left: 30px;">It feels like if you were...</p>
<ul>
<li>Special</li>
<li>Different</li>
<li>The center of the universe</li>
<li>Weird</li>
<li>Pretty</li>
<li>Having a thousand butterflies on your stomach</li>
<li>Hugging a teddy bear</li>
<li>Enjoying a beautiful melody</li>
<li>Lying on the grass and the rain has almost started</li>
<li>Rich and you can buy whatever you want</li>
<li>On a Hawthorne Height's Concert</li>
<li>Alive</li>
<li>Full of feelings and adrenaline</li>
<li>Colorful</li>
<li>On Autumn</li>
<li>Happy</li>
<li>Shaking your hair with the noise</li>
<li>Crazy</li>
<li>Smoking Marijuana (just kidding)</li>
<li>Watching a funny movie</li>
<li>Opening a gift</li>
<li>The best person alive</li>
<li>Doing a good job as human</li>
<li>Jumping on your bed</li>
<li>Drinking Fanta</li>
<li>Reading the most beautiful poem</li>
<li>Having a conversation with your Hero and He/She is enjoying the moment.</li>
<li>Taking a picture with Ryan Ross :D (this includes a kiss on my cheek)</li>
<li>Laughing about Kristen Stewart's act on the MTV Movie Awards</li>
<li>Watching Scene Kid Love</li>
<li>Singing <em>Just Like Heaven</em></li>
</ul>
<p style="text-align: justify;">Feels like so much things, and they're&nbsp;indescribable.</p>
<p style="text-align: justify;">With this, I specially wanna say <strong>Thanks</strong>&nbsp;to my pathetic writer. Thank you so much for all that poems, and recently the songs which you're band is playing by the moment.</p>
<p style="text-align: justify;">&nbsp;</p>
<p style="text-align: justify;">Ps: If you wanna add any feeling on my list, please let me know, I will love to read your ideas.</p>
<p style="text-align: right;">Siulam :)</p>]]></description>
		  		  <category>Buzznet</category>
	      <dc:creator>siulam</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2009-07-02T00:44:00Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[Side-A From The Cassette: &quot;Helping To A Pathetic Writer To Survive And Forget Loneliness&quot;]]></title>
	      <link>http://siulam.buzznet.com/user/journal/3820371/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[<b>Introducing my new words to describe what happened on my last weekend...</b><br />  3, 2, 1...<br />  let's go!<br />  <br />  <br />  I'll try to sleep tonight avoiding your whispers, trying to forget all what happened yesterday.<br />  <br />  Hey my dear friend! Life is for dreamers, to enjoy it 'till the end...<br />  so, the question is, why you disagree? don't you wanna feel the wind moving your hair? don't you wanna fall down from a tree, break your left leg and recognize that you're not alone? 'cause I'll always be there for you; well, just if you want me to be.<br />  <br />  As my opinion, there's nothing to loose in this life; like I've always said: "Life's like a Roller Coaster" and who cares if it makes you vomit? Don't be afraid! Roller coasters are the way! so much fun, so full of smiles, and the screams of the people who likes to close their eyes and loose of all what we can appreciate at the top of the world.<br />  <br />  You know, is kinda weird to write words like these specially about you and your extremely freaky reason to be such an ego-drama poetic lonely guy (HAHA), but it doesn't matter at all, I really like to write about your stupid actions in life which I misunderstand most of the times.<br />  <br />  However, again I was wondering about my stupid wall (thanks for the regards) and now it is plus powerful 'cause someone had put around like a thousand fire works to hurt my body and make me run when He/She pushes the button to make them explode. Haven't He/She thought that I can't run so faster 'cause I had been a dramatic & depressive smoker? Yes, but that's just the past.<br />  <br />  By the way, I think not.<br />  Seems to be you, not?<br />  <br />  ps: Do I need to leave the city just like this? I'll love to know his answer.<br />  <br />  <br />  <b>Hold on for the second part of the story</b>, 'cause on sunday all ended so much better that I thought.<br />  Running out from home, leave it all and feel so homeless are just bullshits and make me smile while I drink vodka in the middle of the nothing seeing how the night comes deeper on my direction.<br />  <br />  Siulam (:]]></description>
		  		  <category>Buzznet</category>
	      <dc:creator>siulam</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2009-03-02T17:37:00Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[Today]]></title>
	      <link>http://siulam.buzznet.com/user/journal/3746741/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[i   h a v e  f r i e n d s (:

and my heart doesn't need anything to survive in this world, well maybe just a beautiful noise as music


i NEED to get in College, I've made a promise]]></description>
		  		  <category>Buzznet</category>
	      <dc:creator>siulam</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2009-02-12T15:21:00Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[Tomorrow]]></title>
	      <link>http://siulam.buzznet.com/user/journal/3739071/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[...and tomorrow will be a better DAY!!! :D

That's what I always try to say to my little weird mind which loves to break my heart and make me feel so alone (bitch).
Hell the inspiration is gone /: I just wanted to say that tomorrow can change my life, I'm a bit afraid... no, I'm SO MUCH afraid.
Now I can see how mistakes can be like huge mountains in my life.. hey hey hey! no, aren't mountains! Stills that fucking wall on my life!... yup! that wall that loves to take my oxygen and makes me believe that I'm a plant which needs the photosynthesis to be happy; haha okay and for another things too...

ps: I'll leave drugs 'cause they make me write stupid stuff as these ones]]></description>
		  		  <category>Buzznet</category>
	      <dc:creator>siulam</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2009-02-10T19:24:00Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[Attention! Attention! TAI Fans]]></title>
	      <link>http://siulam.buzznet.com/user/journal/3591931/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[<b>a new artistic revolution is coming...</b><br /><a href="http://s250.photobucket.com/albums/gg248/siustump/?action=view&current=summerhairtaifans.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://i250.photobucket.com/albums/gg248/siustump/summerhairtaifans.jpg" border="0" alt="tai fans"></a>  <br /><br />  At First, I wanna say Hello to all TAI Fans and wish you the best in this new year.<br />  well let's continue with this...<br />      <br />                 The Academy Is... Fans should be recognized in the world and this group: Summer Hair=TAI Fans should make something about it, that's why I'm asking to all the members of the group for your help to make of this love to the band a new movement; well, my idea is to make original pictures taken by us expressing what's TAI for us?, what do they mean for us?, etc. <br />                 You can take inspiration for your pictures in one of their songs(or more), a concert, an appearance, the members, TAI's style, or whatever you want :D<br />  <br />                It's time to shout our opinions and photography will talk for us :] <br />                             Take your time, this can be forever<br />  <br />  <b>NOTES (very important)</b>  <br />  - Originality make the pictures better. I mean, don't post a picture taken by someone else like pictures already posted here on buzznet, I will love to see pictures about things, draws our YOU expressing love for TAI.<br />  - Pictures should have this title: <b>"The Academy Is... Fans Movement"</b><br />  <br />  Hope you liked my idea<br /> <b> Siu (:]]></description>
		  		  <category>Buzznet</category>
	      <dc:creator>siulam</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2009-01-05T14:22:00Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[A Wonderwall In The Middle Of The Nothing]]></title>
	      <link>http://siulam.buzznet.com/user/journal/3506741/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[<P><STRONG>Don't&nbsp;You Feel The Gravity Falling?</STRONG></P>
<P>Maybe is just me... but i really feel that the world is falling down</P>
<P>We have a lot of dreams to make them true, but why is so hard to&nbsp;make them? Maybe god doesn't care about our lifes or maybe we have a countdown of dreams and mine is full... so i lost?</P>
<P>Sometimes you can give up or maybe not, but how can you keep walking in this world if you have an enormous wall in front of you?</P>
<P>I can see&nbsp;the wall, a huge white wall with lot of colorful drafts, that wall have something written in the middle, right there... besides the hole (is it an empty hole? i can see a ray of light from it touching my hand)... it sounds like this: "This Is Your Life"... what am i supposed to do? cling to the wall? jump? sit at the floor and wait for anything? run away? .... put some fireworks around it?... <STRONG>i don't know</STRONG></P>
<P>Down of that phrase i can see that there's a tree made by chalks, a bit removed by the rain. What does the tree means? Creativity? , there's also some old-classic instruments from an orchestra, a star balloon, a pink strawberry ice-cream, colorful circles (they look like m&amp;m's), a space ship, and a part of the most beautiful forest i've ever seen on my life</P>
<P>Is there any draw to&nbsp;show me the future?... was it on the wall?</P>
<P>There's also a part of a lyric on the top of the wall written in black...</P>
<P><EM>Maybe I just want to fly<BR>I want to live I don't want to die<BR>Maybe I just want to breath<BR>Maybe I just don't believe...</EM></P>
<P>There are lot of super heroes... but there are not able to save me(:&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; maybe they just exist at comics....</P>
<P>or what about idols? as my fav. Gallahger, Delonge or Iero... will they live forever? i hope that just the time of my life</P>
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<P>Do you know&nbsp;any&nbsp;answer for a terrible desperation? 'Cause i cannot find it... and it feels like if i'm not here... maybe just in body, but my mind is on another planet...</P></BLOCKQUOTE></BLOCKQUOTE>
<P dir=ltr>Maybe i'm just confussed of life... if i can called it like that</P>
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<P>Siu&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;<EM> (Somewhere)</EM></P></BLOCKQUOTE></BLOCKQUOTE></BLOCKQUOTE></BLOCKQUOTE>]]></description>
		  		  <category>Buzznet</category>
	      <dc:creator>siulam</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2008-12-15T11:32:00Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[It Isn't A Goodbye, 'Cause I'll Be Back]]></title>
	      <link>http://siulam.buzznet.com/user/journal/3472291/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[First... I wanna apologize about the thing of the Buzznet Slumber Party, i think i'm not i a good way to do it and i'm so sorry 'cause it was a good idea and it was just the reason to see who are very interested to find friendships...

By the way, i just wanna add that maybe i won't be here in a few days, weeks, maybe months..
i don't know why... but sometimes i just feel like i need to disconnect me of this world..

My Feelings are having a bad time.. 
don't be worry 'cause i'll be fine.. but if someday you ask for me you can think that i'm alive at home watching a stupid movie or just listening to Sum 41

again, sorry

see you... soon
i promise


Siu....]]></description>
		  		  <category>Buzznet</category>
	      <dc:creator>siulam</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2008-12-06T16:24:00Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[Buzznet Slumber Party (:]]></title>
	      <link>http://siulam.buzznet.com/user/journal/3411711/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[<big>  <big>    Hello Everyone (:</big>  </big><br />  <br /><big>  Just here inviting to everyone to make something pretty cool that i know that you will love it<br />  a friend and me.. well, we just got an amazing idea.. we were too bored that we decide to make a slumber party.. but OMG! She lives in Norway D: and i live in Mexico!! (jinkies!)<br />  So... i said: "Why don't we take pictures?"<br />  She said: "Of Course that: YAY!"<br />  <br />  So now.. we're inviting you to participate in our slumber party here on buzznet just uploading your pictures on December 5th (friday)<br />  but the pictures need to contain the next stuff:<br />  a) PJ (of course.. not naked XD)<br />  b) Candies, Popcorns, Water, Milk, Cereal...etc... or whatever you will love to eat at the slumber party<br />  c) You MUST be at your bed, floor or sleeping bag (:<br />  d) if you sleep with teddy bears... ADD THEM!<br />  e) if you will love to listen to music that night.. add some cd's...next to you<br />  f) if you wanna watch movies.. add some movies... next to you<br />  g) if you wanna read.. add the book... next to you<br />  h) About the conversations, think in what you wanna talk.. and if it's about guys... Rockstars, add the posters if you have them<br />  i) Wear Scarf if you feel cold, or sweater (:<br />  <br />  Add whatever you want.... but that points need to be there, or the pictures won't be officials<br />  <br />  IMPORTANT!<br />  a) The Tittle of the picture needs to be: "BUZZNET SLUMBER PARTY" and down.. your name (:<br />  b) You need to send the LINK of the picture on a COMMENT in this buzznet... right here..(down)<br />  c) Add your name on the comment after the link<br />  d) We ONLY accept pictures uploaded here on BUZZNET<br />  <br />  The pictures will be in a link in a journal on this buzznet, to everyone see them...<br />  You can see the journal with all the links the next day of the party<br />  <br />  If you wanna participate... you know what to do..<br />  Leave your comments if you wanna tell something about this.. <br />  Leave your comments (IMPORTANT! point b) to know that you're done and we can expose your picture<br />  <br />  <br />  Have a nice day,<br />  and start to organize your stuff for the Official Buzznet Slumber Party, Online (:<br />  <br /> </big> created by: Siu(siulam) & Kris(mychemqueen)  <br />  <a href="http://s250.photobucket.com/albums/gg248/siustump/?action=view&current=buzznetslumberparty.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://i250.photobucket.com/albums/gg248/siustump/buzznetslumberparty.jpg" border="0" alt="Photobucket"></a>]]></description>
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		  		  <category>Buzznet</category>
	      <dc:creator>siulam</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2008-11-22T21:10:00Z</dc:date>
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